too much thoughts

hey anyone who is reading this, my head hurts like shit right now. Too much thoughts in my normal sized head(no offense, just observing my head). I finally got my jae posting result. I am going to Nanyang poly to study engineering. kind of ironic. Did not see that one coming. It is the telematics and media technology. I am OK with it . But i was definitely not thinking about that when i was waiting for my jae results. Thought it would be some other type of course. kind of disappointed though but what the heck, that's the way it is . Maybe i will enjoy it . who knows? Plus, i keep thinking about zombies and the idea of the apocalypse .  Kind of makes me depressed. not that it has anything to do with this year, 2012. But i unwisely keep reading the books and watching shows related to these things. kinda sucks . =(    i don't know what to think of things anymore. well, right now thinking of taking up a job, a simple one hopefully. So sick and tired of trying of spend the day at home and feel like i am just passing the time. Truth is, i  was kinda hoping that i would be able take another poly course . But i hope i can try to enjoy my course. Or at the very least survive the next three years.  =\  well, gonna bathe now and play games. gotta go.